Ever been sifted?
I made a commitment to follow Christ when I was 6 years old. I can remember it so very clearly as it was the result of a very real and vivid dream that I had. But I haven't always walked a righteous walk before my God.

For every person that succeeds in walking righteously before our God in their teenage years, there are many more that won't. I am one of the many that didn't. Consequently at 21 and in my third year of University I found myself pregnant to a non-Christian compulsive gambler.
Praise be to God that while my husband is still not a Christian, God has healed him of his gambling and we have gone on to have a great marriage relationship despite our tumultuous start.
That is a whole other story to be told perhaps one day about the perils and disobedience involved in marrying an non-Christian, but today I'll share with you a little of where I feel I went wrong.
Luke 22 say's
31"Simon, Simon, Satan has asked to sift you[a] as wheat. 32But I have prayed for you, Simon, that your faith may not fail. And when you have turned back, strengthen your brothers." Who gave the permission to Satan ??? GOD gave the permission to Satan. A pretty mind blowing concept isn't it? It's not the first time it's happened and neither will it be the last. Job was another example of Satan trying to break the will of a righteous man to worship God.
I can remember as a self-righteous 17-year-old vowing off so many things, alcohol, smoking, sex before marriage, going out with a non-Christian even marrying a non-Christian. Not bad things to steer clear of are they.
Recently a lesson dawned on me. Just like Peter I was vowing these things in a spirit of pride. Just as he felt that he was a special disciple who deserved to be regarded highly I was looking for recognition from my God for an attitude that was born out of a spirit of pride. Oh she's a good Christian girl isn't she saying all these things let's give her a pat on the back..... WRONG!
I look back on my life now and I know and truly believe that God gave Satan permission to sift me and guys I failed dismally not just once either. Just like Peter when push came to shove I denied my Lord over and over and over again in lots of areas in my life.
So what does this mean for us today, should we never set out to live a righteous and godly life. Of course we should. My problem was I promised God all these things and I told him over and over again that I would never deny him. But each time I did, I had that sinking feeling like Peter must have had when he heard that cock crow.
My trouble as I bet Peter's was, was that I rested upon my prideful promises rather than in humbly submitting myself to God. Admitting our weakness is not a character flaw, it opens you up to God's nurture and protection in your life. Satan will try to condemn you for your weakness but the bible tells us that there is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus. You already have victory in Christ- you just need to walk in it.
Never say Never has become a catch phrase of the movies, but I believe it is applicable to the Christian life. As soon as we say we never will or make a never statement based on pride rather than humility, we are opening ourselves up for a good sifting. Rather we should be each day humbly asking God for the strength to resist ANY temptation that comes our way, to stand firm.
James 4:7 say's"Submit yourselves then, to God. Resist the devil and he will flee from you"
Action is required here on the part of the Christian, in order to resist Satan. We are not to passively sit back and let him attack us. This is warfare.!!!!
However it is still necessary to understand that it is only through the power of Christ in us when we choose to abide in him that allows us victory. There is no power in our prideful attitudes or flesh, but when we humbly acknowledge our faults and seek God's face he will meet us where we are at, and give us the strength by his grace and his mercy to resist the devil.
I have been reading a book lately that talks about the 3 enemy's of a Christian;
• Satan
• The world
• Our flesh.
Ephesians 6:12 tells us that our war is not against people (flesh and blood) but against the rulers, the powers and the principalities in heavenly realms. I am not telling you this to scare you, or out of some kind of demon fixation you may think I have, I am telling you this that if you are not aware of the tricks that Satan plays you will fail dismally.
Dress yourselves in your armor daily. Cover your thought life, your deeds, and your behavior with the armor of God. This isn't a daunting task pray it is straight from your bibles.
The world is a place that a Christians daily has trouble being. Movies, music, clothes, television, books etc ... are so anti-Christ that it's no wonder we are told to be in the world not off the world. The world will try to sell you so many lies. You're not whole unless you're in a relationship. Your not fulfilled unless it's a sexual relationship, look out for number one, beauty is essential, only the beautiful people succeed, times have changed, so therefore the biblical rules have changed. WRONG! The world is not so very different from the days of Sodom and Gomorrah.
God's principles are just as valid today as ever before. Know them, learn them and write them on your heart. Stand strong in the Lord, but do it humbly knowing that you can do nothing except through Christ's who strengthens you. It may be okay now in the loving shelter of your families, but the day will come when you will have to leave it for one reason or another, and you will want to make sure you can stand firm in Christ by yourself.
Even if you were to remain with your family until the day you were married, temptation doesn't stop because you have a ring on your finger, a husband and a home. Be strong ladies, and learn soon.
Thirdly our flesh is our other enemy. Galatians 5: 19-21 talks about the sins of the flesh. Some of them may be hard to understand and I encourage you to talk about them with someone who can help you further investigate and explain.
These ones come from a book called 'The Adversary" by Mark Bubeck;
• Adultery - thoughts or acts of immorality after marriage.
• Fornication - thoughts or acts or immorality before marriage.
• Uncleanness - evil or impure thoughts, dirty stories, lustful desires, dirty movies, pornography.
• Lasciviousness - the practice of stirring up sinful desires outside the limit of God's approval- dress, speech, smile, eyes, physical gestures, modesty.
• Idolatry - the sin of the flesh rebelling against worshiping God. When we either physically or mentally put a 'thing' before God.
• Witchcraft- this is a desire to contact or relate to the spiritual world that is outside of the realm of God's spiritual domain.
• Hatred - dark thoughts towards something/someone, bitterness, contempt, loathing, anger.
• Variance/Quarreling - expresses itself as we become a part of strife or discord. Usually springs from the need for attention or to prove ourselves right.
• Emulation's/Jealousy - inner feelings of resentment that someone else is or has something that we want. Comes from desiring our own interests above others, also manifests itself as a lack of self acceptance or thankfulness for the way in which God has made us, or the life he has given us.
• Wrath - bad temper, violent anger, rage or sentiment, coming from things/people threatening our self interest.. Anger is an attempt of the flesh to step in and take situations (vengeance especially) out of God's hands.
• Strife - self-seeking rivalry, pulls others that threaten us in anyway down.
• Sedition's - to divide, split in two parts. This is trying to identify with a group that will my selfish interests. It's what causes church splits and quarreling amongst believers.
• Heresies - like the above, including being party to a spirit of non-essentials. This is trying to identify with a group that will support our conduct with doctrinal argument. Especially harmful in the body of Christ.
• Envying - an inner discontent with our life or ourselves. Look at others success or superiority with a desire for his/her place. Comes from our own insecurity and trust in God's enabling, and a refusal to be happy with God's will for us, and his grace.
• Murders - the rebellious desire of the flesh or the action of taking a life.
• Drunkenness - reliance upon a substance (intoxicants) that provide an artificial means of escape from our sins and responsibilities, providing an artificial feeling of well being.
• Reveling and such alike- this is were sensual appetites rule and dictate behavior. It is the desire and act of meeting and gratifying the body's appetites without moral responsibility.
I know that is a long list of flesh sins, and some will not apply to you, but if you are honest with yourself you will struggle with some of these at some time.
So how do we avoid sins of the flesh?
By acknowledging them before our God. We need to at all time walk honestly, seeing our faults and allowing and cultivating the Holy Spirits prompting in our lives.
Galatians 5:24-26 says;
"Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking or envying each other"
Even though we may feel like good for nothing sinners, the truth of the matter is that God has already taken our sin for us, and made it possible for us to walk in the Spirit. We need to learn to walk not by what we feel but by the truth of God's word. The verse above says that our sinful nature was crucified with Christ. It doesn't mean that we won't sin, it means that we don't have to be a slave to our sin. You can have victory in your life.
Always give God his due glory for the care, protection and victory in your life. Keep your minds focused on him, not on your own self. Don't become proud of your Christian walk unless your proud of how much the Lord has done for you. Then be careful not to think he's poured out an extra dose of grace on you cause your such a worthy recipient, but rather boast only in the Lord.
The reason that I am telling you this is because I did become proud and conceited. And I didn't get told any of the above information until just recently when the Lord revealed to me. I wish I had of understood it better when I was your age, I may have saved myself, my family and my Lord a lot of unnecessary heart ache.
ThankfullyRomans 8:28 says;
"And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose"
There is an old chorus that says;
"Something beautiful, something good, all my confusion, he understood. All I had to offer him was brokenness and strife, but he made something beautiful of my life".

That's how I feel about my Lord. It's taken me many years and quite a journey to be able to say that. God has brought me to the place I am in today, and he sustains me daily. I have learnt to say, that without my God I am nothing, but in my Lord I am a conqueror, victorious, whole and forgiven.
(written in 1998 for a home school mail out to young teenage girls)